Assalamualaikum
w.b.t
What is a
school? How school can shape someone?
What alma mater that you dreamed?
As I said in the first post, I
will tell about my secondary schools. Let’s start with the first one, Sekolah
Menengah Sains Tun Syed Sheh Shahabudin. Payah nak sebut kan? So every SBP have
their own school acronim, and as for this school, it is called soksek, but
later own it changed to Tun Syed for a few reasons.
Aku pilih
sekolah ni masa form 1 dulu sebab sekolah ni dekat ja ngan rumah aku. Thats it.
No other reasons. Aku tak tau pun sekolah ni macam mana, ranking dia macam
mana, perangai student dia macam mana. All in my mind was just pursuing my
secondary studies there. But when I came there, it changed my mindset
completely. From there, I knew how’s SBP is all about, how’s the students look
like (more to bad than good) and subsequently, I became one of them. Aku bukan
nak kata sekolah ni teruk tapi entahlar, only students here can describe it.
Everything
changes when I received a letter from the PERMATApintar, offering me to pursue
my upper secondary there. Before receiving that letter, I feel like I want to
get out from this school, because the environment doesn’t suit me anymore.
Entahlar, maybe I can’t cope with it. Upon receiving the letter, the feeling is
like ‘orang mengantok disorongkan bantal’. All I can say is Alhamdulillah to
The Almighty for helping me in turbulence.
I showed
the letter to my parents, and they said, “hang pi lar mana2 yang hang nak, kami
tak kesah”. So after solat istikharah and hajat, I made my mind. Migrate to a
new school, as well as my mind and soul that had been lost searching for His
faith. Even though sekolah ni dah ajar aku banyak benda buruk, tapi sekolah ni
jugak ajar aku benda paling berguna: how to survive in life. Aku rasa sekolah asrama
lain pun macam tu. Kena raging tiap2 hari, terpaksa fly beli rokok, roll call
all the time, benda2 tu secara tak langsung ajar aku untuk lagi berdisiplin.
Tak caya? Bila keluar sekolah nanti, baru akan rasa.
Posted by
Amir Arsyad
